21. Clearing the Skies

A little girl looks up, but all she can see is cloud.

“I can’t see it.”

“What?”

“The aeroplane.”

Registering the buzz through the to do-lists piling up in her head, mum says, “It’s above the clouds.”

“Could we get a brush?”

“A brush,” repeats Mum, the request filtering through her mental organisation. “Why do you need a brush?”

“To clear away the clouds and see the aeroplane.”

All thoughts swept away, Mum laughs and crouches down.

“But my arm only goes this high,” says the little girl reaching up. “Mummy?”

“Yes.”

“We’ll have to get a really big brush.”

20. The Journey to the Mountain and the Lake

Turn left at the Fairy Garden, with its toadstool chairs and frozen pixies. 

Beware of the singing nettles, if they graze you, you’ll be forced to warble melodies for a year and a day.

Once over the giant tracks, you’ll pass the multiplying donkeys.

You must cross the Greeting Grasses, waving in the wind, and then enter the Angry Wood. A gloomy tunnel of looming trees and brown shadows.

Avoid falling in the ravine, by following the Fluttering Bows, to the sun rising over the sea.

Now you can relax, and remember the journey, to the mountain and the lake.

19. Flowers on My Birthday

My birthday has always been my special day, my selfish day. The day I came into this world. The day I get what I want.

Sinking into the deep-pile of the new carpet, I carry a gift of flowers. A beautiful winter bouquet; the white of snow, the lilac of glaciers and the blue of cold mornings, all mixed together with evergreen.

But even though it’s my birthday, the flowers aren’t for me.

They’re for her, for the woman standing by the open kitchen door.

Stepping over the grandchild, my child, playing by her feet, I give my mum flowers on my birthday.

18. Lyrics You Can Sing-Along To

Swaying in a dark night club, she waits for a song she knows.

Then a chord sparks a light in her eyes. A beat thumps under her heels. A voice vibrates against her skin and a melody stirs her heart. 

Catching her friend’s eye, they exchange a grin in anticipation of lyrics they can sing-along to.

Adding their shouts to the clamour, and their arms to the air, they escape.  For a few minutes they’re in Forever, surrounded by all the people she’s sung this song with and danced these dances with.

Now this friend is part of her forever.

Al’s Trolley

The trolley stands in the storeroom, a wooden beast of burden. On entering, Al, the Collector, pats its smooth surface, as if greeting a favourite pet. The wheels squeak in reply.

Unhooking his clipboard and quill, Al checks the supplies on the trolley.

“Ink pots. Two, three, four packs. All shades. Okay,” he mutters to himself, his eyes flicking between the list on the clipboard and the trolley. Scratching a tick on the parchment, he continues, “Stamps, two, four, six. Check. Scrolls, five boxes. Good. Repair kit, including replacement beads. Yes. Red tape…ummm, running low.”

Walking deeper into the storage room, Al checks several shelves and wonders why there hasn’t been another delivery of Red Tape. 

The deeper he goes the more shadows his light makes. The looming storage seem like monsters, and as Al’s light dims they get bigger. Fortunately, he finds a full box of Red Tape, before his light goes out. 

Carrying it quickly back to the trolley he unloads the tape and makes a note on his clipboard. He’ll need to speak to Management about increasing the next order.

Finished, he pulls the trolley into the corridor, then pushes it along the soft, white carpet.

With every step, Al’s light intensifies, like turning a dimmer switch.
Reaching the open plan area is his second favorite part of the day, because now he sees the warm glow of his most efficient colleague.

Although he wants to race straight over, he restrains himself. Molly has always been friendly, but he knows she doesn’t feel the same way about him. 

Her core doesn’t flash, when he’s near. Nor do sparks race through her light when he smiles. 

So, fingers tingling and chest hammering, Al allows himself a single sigh before forcing his legs to walk the normal route.

Gossiping to the many luminous immortals who work in the Never-Ending Office, Al delivers the various supplies from his trolley. But all the time, he’s conscious of that one light. Occasionally, he glances over in the hope that maybe today Molly will be looking out for him too.

But today is not that day.

With the practice of thirty-thousand Wild years, Al allows his feelings for Molly to simmer, whilst collecting gossip. Keeping busy is a good distraction. 

Everyone is talking about Gabriel, as Al expected, but one worker’s question catches his attention.  

“I wonder what will change this time?”

After the first message, the Collection and Distribution Plant, the Never-Ending Office and the Postal Workers were established. It was how Al became Collector. Maybe if things change this time, he’ll be able to do something different.

Maybe he’ll be able to stand out, to be noticed, even by Molly.

Arriving at Molly’s immaculate desk, Al finds her reading a scroll. Even doing admin she shines with a light warmer than anyone else’s, like the glow from a house in the night.

“Hi Molly,” says Al.

Smiling, Molly looks up, “Morning Al.”

Like a neon sign, Al’s light buzzes with happiness.

17. Walking in a Bubble

I walk in a bubble, unseen by any eye. Its boundaries are flexible and there are many layers. The limits of the bubble are my fault-lines.

Other people enter my bubble, because of blood, choice, geography and history. Some are like fixed features, others welcome visitors or passing acquaintances, but most are strangers: the people on the bus, the lady at the checkout, the delivery guy, the man on the street, the driver that just cut in.

If you cross my fault-lines, I have a responsibility for you.  But if you’re in my bubble, then I’m in your bubble too.

16. The Waiting Chair

A chair should be a comfort, a relaxation, somewhere to take the weight off. But the chair in which I’m waiting is none of those things.

Its arms restrain me in their embrace, rough padding scratches my bare legs and the back digs into my spine.   My palms sweat, my fingers fidget with a loose thread and my eyes dart about avoiding eye contact.

Finally, my name is called.

Escaping from the chair’s clutches, I race into the arms of a different chair, a comfortable, soft, reclining chair…in the dentist’s surgery. At least I don’t have to wait anymore.

15. The Face of Time Travel

In a train station at rush hour, you see a familiar face.

Over the noise of the crowds, the hissing doors and your own pounding heart, you call a long-buried name.

The well-known face looks back frowning. Yanked through time you see that face smiling, laughing.  But then your ears echo with crying and stomach fills with loss.

Tensing, you wait for recognition, joy, anger, anything. But when your eyes lock, the face you remember only shakes and turns away.

He doesn’t know you.

Falling back through time you land painfully in the present, and watch him walk away, again.

14. A High-Powered Morning

Fuelled by Weetabix, teeth shining and shoes on the right feet, he’s ready for his high-powered morning.

Spotting a break in the railway-line, he consults Mr Bear and orders a repair crew.

“We’re late,” calls his PA.

Zooming out the door, he races to catch the train. He arrives in time for a swim and advises the staff about a broken cupboard.

Next, he goes to meet the team on the water and offers greetings and sustenance.

Back at the office he eats lunch during a video conference, then successfully negotiates for a biscuit.

All this before his midday nap.

13. Making a Friend

I’m hanging out on an oak tree with my lady friends, when a warm wind blows me onto a giant pink leaf.

I’m caught. I think, this is the end.

But gathering my spots, I examine the big pink leaf. It tastes salty and moves so quickly the world blurs into shades of brown and green. A booming and bellowing sound pins me down. When it stops, I’m about to fly away but then I’m lowered onto a nest of tasty green leaves.

“There you go Miss Lady Bird,” says a little girl, smiling like the sun. “A new home.”