Molly’s Desk

On the boundary between the Light and the Wild is the Never-Ending Office, where Molly Most-Efficient works at her desk.  Made of ash, it has four legs and one draw, and all its edges have been smoothed to give a simple grace.

The desk has been Molly’s for thirty-thousand Wild years.  On the left-hand side are three brown trays. Facing the aisle, they wait, like open mouthed chicks, for today’s work load. They are labelled in black script; Decisions Pending; Decisions Made and Last Decisions.  Each morning Alexander (“Call me Al”), the Collector, drops a pile of scrolls in Pending Decisions, along with a smile that Molly returns with ease.

Then breathing in her favourite fragrance, Molly selects a scroll. Unfurling it, she notes the location details and taps what appears to be a paperweight, the size of her palm. This is her watch-glass. Sitting in the middle of her desk, it allows her to see events in the Wild. At first glance the centre of the watch-glass appears misty, but as Molly concentrates an image solidifies. A mortal comes into focus, but the watch-glass shows more than the normal senses.

Waiting for the image to clarify, Molly stretches her hands to the wooden frame at the back of her desk and makes sure the beads on her morality measure are set to the centre.  The morality measure looks like a large abacus crossed with a toy roller-coaster.  Different shaded beads sit and slide along thin wooden dowels, but they don’t just run from left to right they go at angles and arches, up and down, and round and round. Interpreting the morality measure is the job of Decision Analysts like Molly. Most analysts get through a few decisions each day, Molly Most-Efficient gets through many.

Watching the mortal, Molly spins, slides and positions the beads on her morality measure, like a musician playing an organ. But rather than music she produces a score.  Finished, her nimble fingers retrieve her stamp and ink pads from the draw. She sets the score and stamps the scroll.

The last item on Molly’s desk lurks in the shadowed corner, where the cubicle partitions meet. Red Tape sits in a convenient dispenser, like mortal cello-tape but rather than clear and sticky it’s blood red and once it binds something it can never be cut loose. 

Binding the scroll, Molly places it in the Decisions Made tray. Al collects these at the end of the day. At that time Molly glances at the third tray and sighs at its inefficiency. It has sat there unused for thirty-thousand Wild years. But Molly hopes one Wild day it’ll be filled, and she’ll get the chance to order an entire life, to see a mortal make their Last Decision.

In A Philosophy of Angels, Molly’s dream comes true. But in getting her light’s desire she discovers a terrible secret about herself and the Red Tape that she has so efficiently been tying for the last thirty-thousand Wild years.

3. One More Minute?

“One-minute left,” she mutters, pushing through the boredom.  One more minute. Then she can escape the odour of sweat, have a cooling shower and consume guilt-free pudding.

One more minute of frizzy tentacles, tickling her face. One more minute of salty moisture sliding down her cheek. One more minute reading subtitles out of sync with the colourful pictures. One more minute to know if Sophie and Mark from Shropshire find a Pointless answer. One mor…done!

Wobbling to the changing room, her friend points out, “Now you only have to do another seven thousand, seven hundred and ten minutes this year.”

2. Your Arbitrary Day

In a dark room, she waits.

It’s been 365 days, but she wonders if he’ll make it. After all it’s just an arbitrary day, made important by numbers standing upright on the mantel piece, floating in foil and hanging from the walls.

She wonders if he even cares. It’s just an arbitrary day, made special by ritual; of blowing out candles, giving gifts and expecting someone’s presence.

He won’t remember.

A knock at the door.

Heart lifting like the helium balloons and face warming like the candles on her cake, she holds her breath and opens the door.

“Happy Birthday!”

1. The Calendar

Inside a regular, red-brick house hangs a calendar; an icicle, dripping away the new year.

The air echoes with bells striking midnight, voices singing Auld Lang Syne and the murmur of sleep from upstairs. But the remnants of last year still wait to be tidied up; empty bottles huddle together, streamers have wound themselves into multi-coloured tangles on the wooden floor, and board games, half out of their boxes, pull silly faces from the table.

The calendar hangs above it all. Its clean pages like the first snow, ready for new footprints; waiting to be filled with this year’s choices.